Mama's Rant-Poetry in Motion- Unbearable Pain

The pain is unbearable when you're at my side, fighting your personalities and learning about the many stories you constantly stand behind. One day you have my back then in the blink of an eye, you're pushing the knife into my side. Now I'm looking at things differently as you set up a fake story line. Saying you're with me, while destroying my name because you're seeking sympathy, from a lie. But if the truth came out, it's your face you'll be dying to hide. Oh yes, the pain is unbearable when you're at my side.

Nothing I say or do is worth the stress that comes with quieting your pride, these are the times, when I feel like I'm the bride of Frankenstein or possibly Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde. Yes, the pain is unbearable when you're standing by my side, and at these times, I feel I'm dying inside. Waking up in a panic, because the bullshit, keeps entering my life, from the extra mouth, you hide on the side.

I pray for fake, and phony people, who are so busy trying to come up with artful ways to create my demise, but not in this lifetime will I be destroyed by secondhand spies. So yes, the pain is unbearable while you stand by my side, but I have the almighty with me and I know this is temporary stress that you will no longer provide.